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Av Alva Nilsson - 25 januari 2011 16:28

Medan invånarna i Managua ännu firade in det nya året, valde en av Centralamerikas mest lovande unga poeter – Francisco Ruiz Udiel – att ta sitt liv.

I en artikel om den nya nicaraguanska litteraturen här på kultursidan kom han för några år sedan till tals som en representant för ”Orons generation”, alltså poeter som debuterat efter millennieskiftet och som navigerade betydligt osäkrare i tillvaron och litteraturen än sina politiskt övertygade föregångare. Om poeterna i dessa länder för några decennier sedan kunde gå en tidig död till mötes genom det ideologiska våldet, sker det idag av mer personliga anledningar.

Den ambitiöse Francisco var en samlande motor i sin generation, som sammanställde antologier och drog igång nya tidskriftsprojekt – aktiviteter som kräver stor uppfinningsrikedom i ett fattigt land som Nicaragua. Men under våra samtal blev det också tydligt att hans liv präglats av en rad personliga förluster, och själv var han nära att stryka med i en överdos för några år sedan.

Inte överraskande drogs han i sitt skrivande till andra spanskspråkiga poeter med självdestruktiva personligheter, inte minst argentinskan Alejandra Pizarnik.

Jag bläddrar i den enda diktsamling han gav ut under sitt liv. Överallt skymtar döden. Men också den sortens skarpa illusionslöshet som långvarig förtrogenhet med mörkret kan ge upphov till. ”Jag vill dö mitt i en dikt” är en fras som överrumplar mig – som en nattfjäril flyger den upp i ansiktet från boksidorna. Vad var det för en dikt Francisco dog i? Jag vet alltför lite om hans liv för att ha någon uppfattning om det, och det skulle inte falla mig in att reducera hans öde till en symbol för en konstnärlig hållning eller ett symptom på ett samhällstillstånd. Ändå liknar var och en av dikterna i efterhand ett exakt testamente.

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Av Alva Nilsson - 25 januari 2011 16:27

Fenomenet Karl Pilkington har nått Sverige. I ”En idiot på resa” (visas på SVT) kan svenskarna nu följa britten och hans underliga tankegångar på en resa till världens sju underverk. Pilkington är redan en internationell succé. The Rick...

Av Alva Nilsson - 25 januari 2011 16:26

Varm, sympatisk och helt originell musik, men också lite för fast i sina speciella klanger och stämningar och sparsam med de riktiga energiutsläppen. Långt från easy listening, förstås, men i vissa låtar ändå för lugnande, om man säger så. Mix musi...

Av Alva Nilsson - 25 januari 2011 16:25

Det är en fristående kurs på 30 poäng som vi drar igång på K3. Tanken är att vi ska utgå från den samtida serien – just nu har vi en otrolig skjuts på de alternativa serierna i Sverige, säger Gunnar Krantz som blir huvudlärare på den nya utbild...

Av Alva Nilsson - 25 januari 2011 16:24

Idag meddelade arrangörerna vilka av de föreslagna som är officiellt nominerade kandidater till Oscarstatyetterna och bland dem fanns danska ”Hævnen” med bland andra Mikael Persbrandt. Filmen har tidigare fått utmärkelsen Golden Globe. Dä...

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